Thursday, August 13, 2009
recently the boys group have mixing with the only girls group in class. And its mainly because of 2 factors 1, jz and hui ting are quite OK these days but now i dont know whats wrong. 2, the last minute wrtotrail has put as closer. i guess. but i found out that carman is from previously from infocomm club too. which is a surpise for me and shock because she dont look as one. I dont know what to do, its like that bending the law of mine not to like any of the girl in class, but i dont know why i am more drawn to the girl in my class. maybe is because they are the girls i interact more with. I want to know more girls and let them into my life but my studies are pretty screw up. i need to brush up la, time past really fast today. so toggles i go mug le.
7:45 AMLeft Justified!
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
somehow this is the best place to pour my serects to. no one to critise my eng and such. talk wat i wan and no one will comment. though some time i wan but too much is just too much to handle . I WILL FREAK OUT IN MY HEAD! but i will not pour it out. lucky i got a easy good lucky brain or else i sure die like qiao feng who think too much.
just got emotion poured by jz. he poor thing, sometime i dont know whats poly all abt suffer or have fun. polo is fun but traveling to queens town is tough and the devotion to it is hard 5 times a week CRAZY LA. friends are no where beta in poly, all like not friends just name only. then project wan u to do do do. but they dont give a single shit idea meeting go play psp go watch movie WTF la. write also i write paper i provide. share the load la. i dont like my group at all. i see other group the work distribute so nicely, but ours so jialat. i got slacker team mate dont know how to use brain but the other subject so good. FUCK! and for classmates haiz, everyday we like bully each other only what type of convo is this, then always target the same ppl. Class meeting only half of the team come no use la. no commitment one u all.
i dont know who are my friends anymore, i am lost on this island i call home. i want to find a true friend. And i want to find a girl friend that will make my heart beat fast. i feel as though i lost the love feeling.
9:06 AMLeft Justified!
Name: `Cheng Thye Whye`