Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Didnt blog lately but i am storing up lots of things and feelings in my heart and head. This place is like my saintury, can say what i wan talk what i feel like, so much freedom and the best part is no one will comment. Just was having convo with sec sch friends, i seriously starting to hate them, though they know alot of stuff i dont. But what i want is friends that will last a life time and will never betray me. We will share all our secrets and always have endless topics to talk abt. But this sec sch friends are some times hard to catch up. They have not being there for me at all. Just always using me. When i need them where were they. I seriously wonder they got treat me as friend, they will not even tell any thing abt themselves, for what so secretive unless we are not brothers. Poly friends i dont know yet, how i wish ppl will tell me something. I think they just wanna make me feel good. They laugh at my jokes and nv comment on my singing, actually they are fine with it. And they actually make me feel good.
I wish i could turn back the clock to understand people better. Now lets update abt my love life. Now i got gossip with my click, the girl called stephine like me from my class. So lol, still i hope jz dont go promote for me, but whether he hint her, i just feel like asking him to dont say, but as joke la somemore i always promote for him abt zenjie so i think its right for him to say me, haha, but love him still.hehe. The last girl i like is call jane follow by jeannie. they both are so good. but now jeannie got her a bf, and jane is like taller than me by 0.000001cm la. sian to max. Got spot some nice looking girls but i dont know how to start convo with them.
Now for studies, its not going anyway. i am like 19u495u932miles aways from knowing any stuff, the knowledge needed just keep piling higher and higher. Now i need to work on it man.
For today, i went to shaw to watch transformer with han chuan. Was great, it didnt felt like 2 hrs but 1hr. It kept me focus at the movie at all time. After that we go tamp 1 to eat dumping. yummy. The queue was darn freaking long la.
Thats all for now. I hope no one ever read my blog.
7:25 AMLeft Justified!
Name: `Cheng Thye Whye`